Guilty and Sorry

Thing happen to me recently which made me feel sorrow and sorry for what I have done. It's even worse because this will certainly affect the relationship that we had built for quite some times. Recently, I like to throw my emotion when something is not right or up to what I have expected, and the easy target is usually the one that is closed to me. I know it is wrong thing to do, but when thing happens, it's just difficult not to show the feeling. Up to one time, it is just a quite session while we are on the long way back to home. I could not help to break the ice, but the stupid pride took me back every time I tried to say something. In the end, I was back at home, felt so bad that I have misbehaved again. Hope that thing will be better tomorrow. Meredith in Grey Anatomy once said "Feeling is messy", and how true it is..